How much I am

How much I am ...

When you gave me the life, what did you asked me first....

I remember, always run around you and I enjoyed that run...

I realize, I can run a lot without you ...I started new with all

Today I just saw you everywhere, I just remember your voice...

Something I cannot forget in my life...That’s your soul  

When you want me to near...I wasn’t anger but complained I was! ...

Why I can’t find someone more than you... Yes I am selfish...

When I lost your love ...always I run behind that...

But always life taught me new lessons.

Always remember your words ... love can’t make by words...

And when you missing me ...You will know ‘How much I am’

Miss you MOM..

A Voyage

A Voyage

I remember I was started this travel with a smile, But there was no destiny. I forgot everything in this morning I woke up with something really did not know what happened to me. But there is something happened to me.

I can see new things everywhere literally a new world in front of me. How I came to this new world. I was started with this travel with one hand, Yes that was at my right. But I never look at that side but that hand lead me to here. When that hold my hand I started to fly there was a new colourful, simple way you lead me first. I know I am in destiny and I am totally happy. But that hand is not with me always this boy has an inspiration to start but in the middle of the way always he will make him alone or I don’t know to answer who made him alone. Still am in the new destiny without anything. Everything happening for a reason I thought I will not survive in new destiny but I am alive with nothing. I really regret not to understand that hand which helps me to find this way. There was something special still I remember I know that hand has not with anything bad but still I am waiting for that hand to lead this new way. Waiting is always good for new destinies....

A love story

I just hear the voice of that bird which make me sing but today what happened to your voice. May be time make your different. I can see a difference in you.

    I remember first time our meeting you were not singing most of the time I can see tears on your eyes but like always you are trying to show your shining eyes.It is better to say ' I love your eyes'. When I am dreaming to about a love, your eyes follow me.By singing we talked,fought and love each other.I know it is not possible now when you came to know you are bird.You started to change your song.I know change is inevitable in our life.After long time he again saw this bird with 2 small babies.She seems to be happy with her babies, I know they have luck to hear that song. After that I did not like any small birds. Many birds came to life but when they came to know they are bird , A change happening!!. 

     

The way I am.....

A beautiful night is waiting outside but only one star, always that star make him happy. Every day he is looking at the star and talk silently. He amazed the star giving the same brightness all night. One day he didn’t see that star that makes him sad. He asked his mom “how I can reach that star”. Mom told him your favourite star is far away from you. That answer makes him angry he thought then how I am talking with that Anyway I have got brilliant sister he asked her the same question she told him “Pray to get wings you can go anywhere”. He thinks she is right birds can fly anywhere they seem happy and singing nice songs for us. That night he pray with his all power to get wings .He wondered he got beautiful wings and nobody couldn’t see that wings. That evening he started his journey to his favourite star with happiness and hope. He made so many questions to ask his favourite star. When reached top he wondered about own place through a sky view. He started to see his favourite place. But the views from the top didn’t make him happy Fighting for money ,war, killing ,everybody running behind something and people working hard to make their family happy. He looked at the star it seems same ,he got confused need to continue his journey to star or his own place he watched a old woman begging food for her dinner ! This really makes him sad he cried and his eyes full of tears .He want to finish his journey back to his home. He hadn’t  happy because of his wings and asked himself how this star can shine to see all these nasty world ! Why I need to cry because of this .He cried and pray to take his wings back the next morning wings are not there but he seems happy .His mom wondered and asked “why are you so happy”? He replied “I am like a star” and smiled. 

A Dream

6 years small boy had not many friends but he cared by many people .Sometimes this over care effects his imaginations and freedom, But when lonely time he dreaming lot but his dreams are bad these dreams make him cry and don’t want to think again about that. He is always trying to silent but others make him talk only his dad won in that he like him more than anything.  One day his mom asked him to come along for a shopping. He is best guy to go with mom, when his sister is going to shopping she wanted to buy everything. This time he finds out a blonde hair doll with blue eyes first time he find out a doll like that. He got confused “is people really existing like this”? He ran to his mom and show that doll asked this question .she replied with cold smile “do you want that”? He didn’t reply and came back to home .He thought all his day about this beautiful doll. He decided to ask his Father, he smiled and answered there all kind of people in this world. But this people from England looks like your dream doll after that father and sister laughed at him. Next day he got present from his dad, a beautiful doll with blue eyes and blonde hair. First time he made him so happy even he cannot put it down that doll. That day his mom told him didn’t see any bad dreams and cry. He prayed and slept he dreamed that day but it is not make him cry but that makes him happy and dream more. A dream about his beautiful doll there is a place with snow a real beautiful small girl with golden hair and blue eyes coming with him and playing. This makes a big difference in his life he always dreamed about new places an search for that beautiful small girl. After 20 years he come to the snow but there is no smiling golden hair beautiful girl is not there. Always seeing the moody and sad faces .But he smiled and thinks that was only ‘A Dream’.